Craft Glue & Candy
As Christmas approaches, I decide to make a gift for one of my sisters out of magnets, glass beads, and
a whole lot of craft glue. Of course, I
possess none of these things, so my mother and I take a trip to a local
retail store. Though each store is
a copy of every other one in the chain, my mother walks around like she has just discovered a new planet. We
are there in the evening so the crowds are manageable, and my mother moseys
through the aisles with her hands in her coat pockets. She smiles as we stroll by vacuum cleaners,
plastic hangers, and rubber totes. I
prod her to hurry up, but she scowls at me.
“I want to look,” she insists. “I haven’t seen these before.”
I sigh, and we continue ambling through the “home” section,
occasionally picking up something from my list or rooting through inexpensive
wall hangings. Finally, we wind up in
the movie and music section. My mother
gives this section a cursory glance but quickly becomes fixated on the two
giant bins that are filled with movie candy in the middle of the aisle .
“Look!” she grins, gesturing toward the over-sized boxes of
M&M’s, Whoppers, and Mike & Ikes. She points to one of the boxes by placing her finger a few centimeters
from it. She doesn’t touch it, but her
finger hovers, ready to pounce given the invitation.
“Do you want one?” she asks.
Her eyes open wide and her hand remains poised to snatch up the
candy. I know that her question is a
round-about way of asking if she can have some, and I think over the
situation. Cost is not an issue (they
are on sale), but the freezer is already full of candy my father recently
uncovered from an old “secret stash” under the bed.
In the few seconds I hesitate, my mother pulls her hand away.
In the few seconds I hesitate, my mother pulls her hand away.
“No,” she whispers, returning her hand to her coat pocket,
“it’s too much.”
“That’s okay, Mom. We
have enough for one box. Why don’t you
pick one out.”
She sets her fingers on a box of Whoppers, then moves it
away before finally picking it up. She
holds the box with two hands and turns to me with out smiling.
“You, have some, too,” she asserts, now pointing one of her
fingers at me.
“Mom, we can share,” I reply. “We just need one.”
She frowns. “You need
one.”
“No, Mom, it’s oaky.
I’ve got these other things.” I
motion to the craft supplies in my arms, and some of the suspicion leaves her
eyes.
“O-kay,” she says slowly while tightening her grip on the
candy.
We drift back to the front of the store, passing everyday
items and nondescript supplies. When we
return to the house, my mother can’t stop smiling as she tries to tell my
father about the trip to the store. She
pulls out every bottle of glue and each craft magnet as she attempts to explain
how exciting the errand was.
Keep writing Heather! I've not seen your mom in years and I can't imagine what it must be like for you, but I also can't help but think of the others that are going through this too and might find inspiration in your stories. They're great and you're a great writer. Keep it up!
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